A Beautiful Thing

THIS STORY IS A BONE-CHILLING TALE OF UNSPEAKABLE HORROR. PREGNANT WOMEN AND PEOPLE WITH HEART CONDITIONS MAY NOT READ IT. THE AUTHOR DISAVOWS ANY RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY EMOTIONAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL, OR PHYSICAL DAMAGE RESULTING FROM DISREGARDING THESE WARNINGS.

Heh heh heh...As you may have guessed, this is for the BOB Halloween challenge.

A BEAUTIFUL THING
By Serin
Warnings: BOB is mean. Spoilers for series finale.

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"Love is a beautiful thing," I said to myself, as I had many times before. I said it out loud because I liked the sound of it.

I meant it, too, you know. To fully experience love, I think, you can't just stand back and admire it. You have to get inside it, render it, consume it, savor each subtle permutation as the tender buds of joy and devotion and hope blossom into pain and fear and despair.

That was why this new vessel was so promising. He had freedom, yes, and power. But most of all, he was widely, deeply, richly loved. Unfortunately, attempts to get close to Annie and Audrey had failed. Not because anyone suspected me; I had them all pacified, convinced that my earlier display, that first celebration of triumphant possession, had been a temporary breakdown due to unbearable emotions now once again fully under the control of Dale Cooper's iron will. The problem was just that the monotonous panopticon of the hospital where my pubescent sweethearts were installed had proven no place for fun. But I had other possibilities. I was pursuing one now.

I rapped on the door of Room 242, smiling broadly as it opened a guarded crack and a dark eye looked out, becoming instantly, flatteringly alert at the sight of me. After the briefest hesitation, he stepped back to admit me.

"Always working, Albert," I said, teasingly, waving my hand to indicate a metal evidence case lying open on the table. Amidst a meaningless selection of small tools and vials a little gleam of steel winked like a star. "You haven’t even unpacked your clothes yet." He made some reply I didn't listen to as he turned to move his neglected garment bag out of the room's only chair.

As I had suspected, the gleam belonged to a very pretty scalpel. It fit nicely into my hand, and I pocketed it. When he turned to invite me to sit I was standing very close to him. "Do you sleep in your suit and tie?" I asked him, drawing the latter between my fingers, holding his gaze as his composure slid completely away for a second, a rapid succession of emotions flaring in his eyes, too many to name but all suffused with that warming, flattering intensity. He drew a sharp protesting breath but no biting quip came from his lips. Then he stepped away. Stepped away and into a perfect position to be backed onto the bed. I almost laughed, because I never would have credited him with such unerring instincts. But mortals’ secret dreams of love tend to follow a pathetically limited number of scripts.

Obligingly I moved closer to him again. He moved back. The tension in the room was like some air-borne drug. I knew my perfect engaging smile was already thisclose to breaking into an eyetooth-baring grin of pure feral glee, but I didn't care. I could lunge and bite his face if I wanted.

I didn't lunge though. I said, "Albert, love is a beautiful thing." His posture still rigid, he wrapped his arms defensively around himself and stared at me, his eyes bright and dark like an animal's. Then he nodded. "A beautiful thing," I repeated, so close to him I could feel the heat pouring off of him. His eyes had not moved. I touched his face and he shuddered. His arms unfolded and hovered uncertainly. I kissed him, softly at first, then insistently, possessively, pressing against him. His body yielded like the wall of a fortress giving way to a battering ram and we collapsed onto his bed. His passivity was provocative, and I didn't mind his brittleness– in fact I was looking forward to smashing him. But I sensed another element in him which I could not name but did not like.

Perhaps I had just overdone the seduction, I thought. I didn't want him to open the door and come out to meet me, after all. I wanted to break in and corner him in his most private inner places. I drew up a little and looked at him. He looked back, his eyes wild, almost crazy, in his still face.

Experimentally, I drew back my right hand and slapped him sharply across the mouth. He blinked and his entire body froze as if a giant unseen trap had sprung shut on his neck. But he didn't pull away. Interesting. I slapped him again, harder. A drop of blood appeared on his lower lip. His blinking was like a tic. So many conflicting tensions pulled at his body that he seemed about to unravel in every direction. He was so close to the edge. When I kissed him again his lips quaked and then parted and I tasted the pungent blood. Every fiber of his proud being was screaming in protest at this abasement. But he made no move to stop it! It was delicious. Joyfully my hand slid toward my pocket, my tingling fingers twisted around the handle of the wicked little blade. But not that, not yet...I pressed my mouth against his throat, not a kiss, no, pressed my bared teeth hard against the skin. A slight sound of protest escaped the man's lips, even as his left hand rose to hold my head where it was. His right hand...

I didn't know what his right hand was doing until I felt the hatefully neat little jab underneath my left ear. I knew instantly then what had happened; I could smell it, not the Haliperidol but the faint smoky odor of the drug's other active agent, the arcane additive of Mike's tireless researches. It wasn't possible! I reared up and, with my free hand, seized the glass hypodermic still embedded in my skin and crushed it, the odor assaulting my senses much more painful to me than the damage done to Dale Cooper's flesh. I howled and rage flooded my veins like acid. The scalpel flashed up, but an elbow was suddenly lodged against my adam's apple, and I was shoved backwards off the bed, staggering a few steps before I fell. I struggled to rise, but it was too late. The last thing I saw as Dale Cooper before the oblivion of the Black Lodge rose to reclaim me was the face of the man who had approached, cautiously, his expression a combination of wariness and searching concern. And knowledge. The last thing I said as Dale Cooper was, "How did you know?"

The End

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Serin

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